Monday, August 24, 2009

Weekend of Contentment and Philippians 4:10-23

A hot lazy start to the weekend.

Cataloguing garden growth*:

Working the garden: brinjal
Brinjal plant: alive and fruiting.

Working the garden: sunflowers
Sunflowers: alive and flowering.

Some Chinese New Year plant: dead and unidentifiable.

Blueberry - Black Tea - Yoghurt Popsicles
Too sweltering for food -> blueberry-black tea-yoghurt popsicles based loosely on a People's Pops' recipe:
1 cup water
1 cup sugar
1 big bag of T2 orange pekoe with an attitude
2 punnets blueberries
2 limes from far too fruitful backyard lime bush
200g yoghurt

1. Make simple syrup with water and sugar.
2. Soak tea bag in simple syrup.
3. Blend blueberries.
4. Pour tea syrup into blueberry muck.
5. Stir in lime juice and yoghurt.
6. Divide into popsicle moulds and freeze.
Crab Flower Club - Unveiling of Footwear Crab Flower Club - Footwear Unveiled
Unfortunately, a popsicle-fast meant that tummy growls would later accompany Darren Ng's soundscape at Toy Factory/Goh Boon Teck's The Crab Flower Club restaging, an interesting presentation of the insecurities that beset older women and perhaps the ultimately false optimistic certainty of youth.

The "cover" for Concave Scream's Soundtrack for a book CD Concave Scream's Soundtrack for a book Concave Scream's Soundtrack for a book
The heat broke overnight and a rainy afternoon ensconced at Kith Café was perfect for a read-through of Mark Ashton and Phil Moon's Christian Youth Work, fuelled by good coffee and accompanied by Concave Scream's Soundtrack for a book. A fantastically good reminder that insecurities and discontentment haunt all ages.

From Philippians 4:10-23 we get a sense that gospel ministry is like farming or gardening. Unlike the assembly-line process of, say, giving new life to old Enid Blyton books, growing disciples of Christ is a long-term commitment. And still, ministry is far more than farming or gardening because of the great affection ministers of the gospel ought to have for the people whom they serve. Because Paul has experienced the love of God, he loves the Philippians (Philippians 2:12, 4:1) with that same love. He thinks and prays for them every day (Philippians 1:3-4), rejoices at their salvation (Philippians 2:17), longs for them (as does Epaphroditus (Philippians 2:25)), and is anxious to hear news of them (Philippians 2:19).

Pop culture through the ages (didn't Dante make his name on this?) will have us know love makes one vulnerable to all manner of hurts brought on mostly by slights, real or imagined, on the part of the beloved. Plethora of insecurities ensues, tears recriminations emotional and psychological trauma to follow.

But we find that Paul, far from being a nail-biting bundle of nerves in that Roman prison/under house arrest, is serenely secure and content. Accompanying the clanging of his chains is not the sound of settling (for whatever can be obtained at present) to the detriment of youthful ideology and the hopes and dreams of yesteryear or the zen silence of non-attachment; it is the solid base note of his dependence on Christ that makes him secure and content.

Paul has learned to be content in all situations (Philippians 4:11), a great picture of a heavenly citizen whose contentment flows from having a heavenly home secured by nothing less than the blood of Jesus Christ.

Paul is a man just like ourselves, a sinner saved only by the grace of God, with a nature distorted by sin and subject to all the pressures of this world: persecution, loneliness, rejection, opposition, weakness, temptation etc. Yet as he faces the trials of gospel partnership, abandonment by those to whom he has preached the gospel, imprisonment and most probably death, he claims he can do all things through Him who strengthens him (Philippians 4:13).

All things? There would be no dramatic prison break, nor magnificent display of power with fireworks to the glory of God at the tapering end of Paul's life. Elsewhere, he even complains of a thorn in his flesh that caused him great suffering that he could not be relieved of. What Paul must mean here is that just as all Christians start their new lives, so he can continue in complete trust in God in every circumstance, whether he has been brought low or abounds, enjoys plenty or faces hunger, is in abundance or in need (Philippians 4:12). He is content because he can trust Jesus to provide him with everything he needs to do the most important job - the task of ministry. In fact, Paul will only be able to do any work at all in Him or through Him who strengthens him.

(A week ago, we were discussing whether being trained in the medical profession might have better equipped us for mission work especially in creative access countries. Perhaps the answer is that God has equipped all of us, regardless of the perceived uselessness of our training or of our very selves, for every good work, in every circumstance. He used the eccentric, tone-deaf, painfully shy, incompetent gospel speaker Eric Nash (aka Bash) to convert a few who would later go on to preach the good news to many many others. Should we be surprised? The last anyone checked, the God we're speaking of created man's mouths, minds, entire beings, as well as the rest of the known (and unknown) world. He will give gifts of talent and circumstance as he chooses but they (our successes and failures, our charismatic or prickly personalities, our jollity or depression, our joys and sorrows) are all given that by them, we will bring glory to God. As John Piper might say, Don't Waste Your Cancer.)

Because of this rock solid security, Paul is, in that way, independent of the rest of the church. He does not bop up and down with the tide. He can and will go on preaching the gospel whether or not he, the ox, is fed.

But he praises and encourages the giving of the Philippians because it increases to their credit (Philippians 4:17) not to Paul's; God does not deal in pyramid schemes. In the present, the Philippians are expressing responsibility for gospel ministry financially and demonstrating with their wallets where their minds and hearts lie: in God, in God's work and in the coming of Christ. Though the money given is given to another human, Paul describes it in first rate OT sacrifice terms as a fragrant offering, a sacrifice acceptable and pleasing to God (Philippians 4:18).

Strong arm, guilt-inducing tithing tactics are useless for building up the church. The reluctance with which we part with the earthly goods given to us by God should be warning enough of our lack of eternal perspective and deadly short-sightedness.

And as Paul affirms his trust in God to provide for his needs, so he too encourages the Philippian donors to keep trusting in God to meet their needs (Philippians 4:19). The Philippians were far from rich. 2 Corinthians 8 suggests that rather than the amply-supplied dropping their after-tax excess into the donation box, these people were like widows giving their last coppers; they gave out of their poverty. But the promise is that God will supply their needs out of his riches. Don't cling on to those last few possession, keep giving for the gospel because that is all you care for, and God will provide for your needs. This requires trust because they will only keep giving generously if they trust him.

Looking back at all the humans forming the links of the chain to our conversion, we can thank God for the people who nervously answered our scathing questions, who kept up the friendships inspite of not-too-subtle jibes at their lack of intellectual rigour in believing so wholeheartedly in a God, who gave so that we could hear the gospel at that Christmas party or at the talk we went to because we were bored and heard that the food was good.

Because the Christian life is no walk in the park, and because God alone supplies all our needs, let us keep trusting and depending on him in prayer that in our physical need, our good health and bad, our financial abundance or pressure, our fears, our overflowing sin, our lack of courage in proclaiming him, he will enable us to live for heaven, only for his glory, the only reality.

Kith Café
7 Rodyk Street #01-33
Watermark @ Robertson Quay
Tel: 63419407

*no, this has nothing to do with the current trend, after CSA boxes, to urban agriculture, city yard farming and yuppie apiaries.

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Monday, August 17, 2009

National Day (2009), The Day (Sometime In The Future), Philippians 4:2-9

Buah Keluak and Belachan Paste with Lobster Crackers
Buah keluak blechan and keropok-induced illness did little to dampen the enjoyment of Singapore's best National Day Parade in recent memory, thanks to the vision of BG Tan Chuan-Jin, creative direction of Ivan Heng, the oversight of Col Desmond Tan, the hard work of 7,000 other people, the birthday wishes from Red Dotters everywhere and the 8:22pm pledge mobs. Despite the usual Singaporean sneers (as Malaysians say, you're not Singaporean unless you complain about everything) at the "Come Together: Reaching Up, Reaching Out" theme, the parade demonstrated good reasons for the propaganda about national unity. Only guts gripped with some fear and uncertainty wrought by the simulated terrorist attacks (Chapter 2: Defending Our Homeland) would understand the need for defence spending, national service and a well-trained total defence force; and only the reminder of bad news upon bad news - financial crises, hijackings, plane crashes, pandemics, fiascos would bring a grudging appreciation of a strong government and those National Day Rally speeches (Chapter 6: We Will Survive). And for once, the Malay, Chinese, Indian and "Others" dance segments were meshed into a whole to represent the unity of races.

Medication for a Sore Throat and a Lost Voice
In sermons, we too hear the call to the unity of God's people. What is the point of this unity? Is it, just like the theory of national solidarity, that a bundle of sticks isn't easily broken?

It seems that in Philippians 4:2-9, Paul is less concerned about the damage to the drifting household of Christ per se (which is important and which he addresses in other letters) than the very minds of the disputing ladies, Euodia and Syntyche.

We can tell that their dispute isn't over a gospel issue essential to salvation (cf. Paul's admonition of false doctrine in Philippians 3:1). So apart from such issues, Paul isn't concerned with the merits of the case. Neither does he tell the women to list all the lovely things they can spot in each other and dwell on them. He is, instead, concerned about focusing them on the core of their beings - their minds.

We know that these ladies are professing Christians, who have laboured side by side with Paul in the gospel and their names, like the other fellow workers, are probably in the book of life (Philippians 4:2-3). But no Christian however true can have attained perfection in the here-and-now (cf. Philippians 3:12). So Paul pleads with them to "agree in the Lord" (Philippians 4:2), which in the Greek apparently reads to "have the same mind" (Philippians 2:2)..."in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 2:5).

Whereas the minds of the evildoers, the worshippers of the flesh rather than God, are filled with earthly things (Philippians 3:2-4) and therefore their lives are obsessed with earthly gain, the worshippers of the one true God are to be filled with heavenly things and heavenly gain, for these are the only things that will endure. So "whatever is true, whatever is honourable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, whatever is excellent, whatever is worthy of praise" (Philippians 4:8) is to fill their minds and occupy their entire lives. In other words, the things of Christ, his work and ultimately things that will bring glory to God.

With their eyes fixed firmly on the glory of God and not their own dubious pirated glory, they would have the same mind, the mind of Christ that would been seen in an attitude of submission to God and service to others. They would do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, considering the other more significant than themselves (Philippians 2:1-8). There would be none of that nastiness that comes with caring and valuing the present too much and clinging on to earthly things too strongly.

But Satan is cunning and our hearts are deceitful above all things. It is too easy for the goal to slide from praising God to self-glorification and self-pride, from divine promotion to self-promotion: perhaps the rash of grateful people telling us how our talk or bible study really brought God's word home to them, or being mentioned in testimonies of the newly-baptised as the person who most impacted them for Christ, or just being generally known as the go-to godly person in church whose wise counsel can be trusted etc.

Perhaps it becomes most obvious to us where our hearts and minds lie when our emotions change wildly, in line with the changing whims and fancies of fellow humans, and with the vagaries of life.

When our minds are on the things of the flesh, we will not, unlike Paul though he was in prison and facing certain death, be able to remain in a constant state of rejoicing. We will not be able to rejoice that the gospel is being preached (Philippians 1:18) because, honestly, that isn't our real concern; we cannot rejoice all the time because we think it is by our efforts alone that God's work is done and measure the success of our ministry with human indicators rather than depend on God to do his work through us even as we work hard knowing that it will all be worthwhile in the end (Philippians 1:18-19, 2:17) because Jesus has been vindicated and will come again to rule the world visibly.

But we don't have to live this way. For we like Paul are already citizens of heaven. We too can absolutely certain of our future and look forward to it eagerly. And because our stability is based on eternal things, we can rejoice and respond to all situations in gentleness, graciousness, reasonableness (Philippians 4:5). We will not be temperamental. Many things will happen to us as we live out our heavenly citizenship on earth, but because our minds are filled daily with the knowledge that God works in us and will finish the good work he started, we can not be anxious but can be fully dependent on God by prayer. And the peace that is already ours (the objective peace between God and us giving birth to the subjective feeling of peace) will guard our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6-7). Total defence all rolled into One.

What is the first thing we think of when we wake up and the last thing we smile at /cry about as we drop off to sleep? What /who do we choose to occupy our idle thoughts as we wait for transportation or sit in a jam or nod as though we were giving the interminable work meeting our full attention? What is the first thing we decide to think of when a piece of good news surprises us or the first person we turn to when bad news hits? Mindful preparedness and prayer are an integral part of total defence.

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Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Of Varicose Veins, Wandering Jews, Investment Portfolios and Steak Sandwiches (Philippians 3:1-11)

At a reunion of old mates, it was obvious that the only thing we had in common was merely a shared history. After those years together, decision after decision at crossroads led us well along divergent paths that split and branched. Again. And again, like the advancing spread of tiny varicose veins on a yellowed obese thigh. Until we seemed strangers. And perhaps we were.

The involuntary backward glance at past life decisions. What if we had the chance to apply the benefit of hindsight of our years? What if we were the Wandering Jew of lore who returns books to the British Library that are 113 years overdue, (sorry about that mate)? Or had a thousand lives to live, a nine hundred and ninety-nine opportunities to start afresh yet always retaining memories and aggregated maturity of the previous ones?

Toads in Holes
Would we keep choosing to follow Christ as we did in this life? And more importantly, would God keep choosing us just as he has called us his own in this life?

This is where the doctrine of God's sovereignty in election of the saints and the concrete certainty of his predestination knocks on the doors of its professed fans, only to find that many of them really think that their salvation is a great bit of luck: lucky that someone happened to leave Mark's Gospel in the train, lucky that they happened to be born in a Christian family, lucky that the right sort of advice came along when they were going through a tough patch. But maybe we won't be so lucky next time.

Sunday Chillout Spot, St. Andrew's Cathedral, Singapore
And we who claim to love God more than anything else in the world, if we had a thousand lives to live, do we think we would tire of spending every single one of them with Him? Or all eternity for that matter?

But the comfort of Philippians is two-fold: if we are doubtful of our own stamina for the long haul, the comfort is this - that is our salvation ultimately God's work. He who began a good work in us will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ (Philippians 1:6). Even as we are instructed and warned to keep obeying and to keep standing firm (see Steak Sandwich below), it is God who works in us, both to will and to work for his good pleasure (Philippians 2:13), so we obey and stand firm.

So the judaisers (the "dogs" and "evildoers") were painfully mistaken to think that they were able to attain a right relationship with God with anything less anything less than the divine work of God himself. Sadly, the things of the flawed flesh: seemingly obedience to the letter of old testament laws, impeccable religious pedigree, demonstration of extreme zealousness (sorry suicide bombers) were insufficient for salvation (Philippians 3:2-4a).

If the hard work of mere humans was enough, Paul would have been more on the bill than Gates (Philippians 3:4b-6). But he realised that his bluechip portfolio in which he had placed all his money, funds for food and shelter and medical bills for retirement, was really mere penny stock (Philippians 3:7). Actually, compared to the rocksolid, infinitely high-return investment that is Jesus, Paul might as well have given his personal guarantee to pay out on all mortgage-backed security defaults in the U.S. from 2007-2008 (Philippians 3:8).

But Paul isn't just warning people away from junk stock, he is also aggressively marketing bullion - the wonder of the returns of investing in Jesus: a relationship with him, righteousness that can only come from faith, resurrection to (Philipians 3:8-11).

Eton Mess, Oriole Cafe & Bar
So the comfort to the fear that eternity will be a bit trying for those with short attention spans (relative with eternity, what wouldn't be short?) is the immense attractiveness of spending forever with a person who is innately lovely and whom we were made to adore, and with whom, in this long engagement, we would be most pleased to partner - in suffering and in death (Philippians 3:11).

These things, this obsession with Christ and his work, will keep us safe till the day of Christ, (and beyond) whether we live one lives or many. (Wisely, God has ordained that we will live only one life then face judgement, which is an ultra enough marathon!)

(Arguably, boringness is subjective since certain people are able to eat the same thing for dinner every week:

Curry Wok Set
Monday dinners at Curry Wok - kong bak, curry chicken and chup chye

Ayam Bakar
Wednesday dinners at Novena - solid ayam bakar and tempeh

Waiting for MetroAsia at The Rabbit Hole, Dempsey
but get depressivelyandsuicidally bored when made to wait at The Rabbit Hole for Metro Area to start.)

Steak Sandwich
Dry-aged hida steak sandwich with crumbled blue cheese and onion caramelised with balsamic vinegar:
1:27, 4:1 - standing firm
1:27 (alternate translation), 3:20 - heavenly citizenship
1:27, 2:1-5, 3:19 - mind focus
1:28, 3:19 - destruction of opponents/enemies/wrong-minded
2:12-30, 3:12-17 - instructions for tough workout, examples of gym bunnies Timothy and Epaphroditus
3:1-11 - righteousness through faith in Christ not through flesh

Oriole Cafe & Bar, Pan Pacific Suites, SingaporeChilli Chocolate Mocha and Chocolate Fudge, Oriole Cafe & Bar
Oriole Cafe & Bar
96 Somerset Road, #01-01
Pan Pacific Serviced Suites
Singapore
Will return for the chilli chocolate mocha and dense chocolate fudge.

Curry Wok
5 Coronation Road #01-04
Coronation Arcade
Singapore

Spice Kitchen Indonesian stall
Kopitiam
Velocity @ Novena Square

The Rabbit Hole, The White Rabbit
39C Harding Road
Singapore

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